Tuesday, April 29, 2008

The Season has Ended and I Have NO Excuse


The winter guard season is finished, things are wrapping up at school, and the days are getting longer. I have no more excuses not to run. Last week I woke up early two times during the week so that I could run. It felt good to start my day out like that, but it's sometimes hard to remember when I'm real tired in the morning. I feel like I'm hitting a mental block that I can't get through. I know that I can run, but I seem to sabotage myself anytime I get started. Randy's been helping me by starting to prepare healthier meals. But I still struggle with making the right food choices when the wrong ones are in front of me and I still struggle with making time to work out. I feel really vulnerable, saying this out loud. But I don't know what to do to get over it. I know that I did it once before, but I don't remember how I did it.

I do have to say though, how cute are these girls???!!! All I said was, "Pose." Do they have performance blood in them, I think so!